He still makes me smile. And laugh. After all. (ashooo..)
Perhaps, I just decided to be on top of my 'crush' feelings for him.
It's WAY better this way.

Haha, mushy post!

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.

-Neil Gaiman

I'm not! Therefore I won't.

Urgh.

If it's personal, be subtle or be blunt without the "obliging" effect. I'll reply if I feel like it.
If it's business, it's Sunday, bukas pa Monday.

When you start wondering why the others always get what they want...
It's time to push yourself to start wanting what you want.
Better late than never.

Sinabi din sa Princess Diaries na pinapanuod ko ngayon:
"No one can make you feel inferior without your consent."
Wala lang.

The important thing is.
You keep your head up.
And continue the journey.

Enjoy the rollercoaster ride! ;)

At times you close yourself in and keep yourself from reaching out. You pride yourself in believing that you do the world a favor by being a little less of a problem - in their eyes.  Thus, you keep everything to yourself - no matter how sickening it could get because only a teeny weeny hole lets the air moves out every once in a while. You excuse your arrogance with independence. But the age-old cliche strikes you - no man is an island.  Be humble enough to open up. Then you would not need to ask your self why you seem so alone amidst people who tell you they are friends.  Be humble enough to ask. And then you shall receive.

i may not be as strong as u think i am
then again i know you know better than i
i may not be as weak as i think i am

sigh.

My sister and I went bowling. It's not that hard pala. With enough practice, I think one can be good at it. Yey, one more strikethrough in bucketlist #10. :)